My new drafts 15-09-2011

I kept the hand touched by her
upon my cheek
And felt the despair
Longed to be shared with her.....



I remember the star
In the corner of the sky
with dark clouds bordering it
waiting for me.....



Can we eternally keep the memories
and dreams on the roof of the sky.....


The unending thirst for love is divided between
the breast and lips,
the memory of the first
shivers the other.....

TOMY JACOB 14-09-2011

The white moon and dark cloud are hugging under the shade of the sky

And me here all alone, craving for a touch......

Who will add colors to the dreams of the helpless

And wings to their dreams?

Will you forget this silent song, the unending melody?

Let me see the solitary stars that invite me like an old memory

And you be nearby.....

Farewells and reunions are just imaginations

In reality I'm all alone ...!!!

by Tomy Jacob - 02-08-2011

MY OWN -

Sweating........

Is the smell of sweat ugly?

I keep dreaming about the sweat

That will quench

My thirst......

GRIEF.........

Corners of eyes

Left no more tears

and voice.....Who will share this

Abyss of grief....?

SACRED

Do you remember me

Coming to the doorsteps

With the sacred water of love

In my hand bowl...?

Alive..............

A chirp or feather or egg

What do i need to say that

I’m alive?..........

expressions of anguish

Has the wind or cloud told you that

You were in my dreams last night?

And the taste of the secrets sunk me

In the river of love........

With my own mind

Loneliness makes me sad and my skin craving

Give me the luring touch of Eve

To eat the fruit of the tree in the centre

And make me drink with her to get immortalized......

Day Dreaming

Who drew the line between dream and life?

I live in the former, led by it, and live for it.

Am i just mad?.......

Consolation

Where else can pathetic people go

than to the lap of Mary Magdalene

As Jesus did........

Voiceless.....

I felt like crying

Tears shed n crawled through the cheeks

Felt something stuck in the throat

And it’s very hard to believe that

I’m all alone and

I have nobody.....

Broken Dream....

Listening to the melody of my companion

I kept awake last night

And realize

The sound of that foot steps

Brimming within

As silent sadness........

                                                                   TOMY JACOB